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- Posted: 10/05/2013 22:03
- Post subject: An open letter to my first love
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The pain I feel right now is unbearable, you and I had something special, something real that was just ours. I can't understand why you wanted it to end, but I'm hurt you chose to end it in this manner. I fell sad, nostalgic, and hurt, all whilst trying to write this on a tear soaked keyboard, but I can't be mad at you, I love you. From the moment you first entered my life and BEA I knew you were special, there was something that drew me into you. The first couple of months after you joined were spent by me looking for an opening, a topic for us to converse, this never happened and eventually I plucked up the courage to ask you on a skype date via pm. It was the scariest thing I've ever done, but yet the best. When you said 'yes' my heart pounded for what ended up being the three days before we first interacted via skype, a three day period where I wrote dozens of possible conversations down on pieces of paper and wallpapered my room with them, even before we became lovers you where all over me. Then when you finally accepted my contact request everything went so quick, it seemed like we were talking about the wii one second and your deepest darkest secrets the next, without a moments rest. Opening up to you was something special, you were so considerate, I knew then that I loved you. I remember when I first said it, you then repeated it back to me, it was the best moment of my life. I know you were scared, I was too. We discovered each others bodies, minds, and souls, in a forbidden love that outsiders could never really understand. Certain moments stand out, but the whole period was a blur of lust, love, and passion, that the average person will never experience. You helped me discover who I really am, and by the looks of your new relationship I helped you too. We, like many other couples have had out ups and downs, but the heat between us will always remain. That's why I don't understand your new relationship with hayden, he can't satisfy you like I can, we changed everything about each other, we changed how we each see the world, sex, and our bodies, you know he will never satisfy you like I can. This all despite the fact we have never touched, never smelled, never devoured each other's flesh, you know I'd treat you right, you know i'd make you happy, make your toes curl, make everything a reality. Just close your eyes and i'll be behind you, don't worry I'll make it happen. If not I won't pretend like I understand, but i'll move on, if you can't come back to me, good luck with hayden, good luck with your new life. I'll always remember your smile, your laugh and your peachy bum. Above all else you will always have a place in my heart.
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Cymro2011
The Beatles were objectively average
Gender: Male
Age: 29
Location: In a deep, dark bubblegum graveyard 
- #2
- Posted: 10/05/2013 22:06
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the fuck
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Patman360
Serenity Now
Gender: Male
Age: 32
Location: Cork, Ireland 
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- Posted: 10/05/2013 22:15
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We need a thread where we save every post like this (Including DLG's other post from earlier), seriously, it's necessary. _________________
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- #4
- Posted: 10/05/2013 22:36
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EDIT: Sorry to hear about that, take care of yourself.
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benpaco
Who's gonna watch you die?
Age: 28
Location: Missouri 
- #5
- Posted: 10/05/2013 22:43
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Patman360 wrote: | We need a thread where we save every post like this (Including DLG's other post from earlier), seriously, it's necessary. |
That would actually be an interesting thread. Or an interesting way to crowdsource Bon Iver's next project.
Seriously, though, I would be interested in that. _________________
. . . 2016 . . . 2015 . . .
"While I'm alive, I'll make tiny changes to Earth" - Frightened Rabbit
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- #6
- Posted: 10/06/2013 01:10
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I'm so sorry man. I've had my heart broken before. If you need to Skype me, I'm here. Hope you're OK.
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Defago
Your Most Favorite User
Gender: Male
Age: 32
Location: Lima 
- #7
- Posted: 10/06/2013 01:29
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He's as blind as a bat to let someone like you go. Be strong, you deserve much better.
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bongritsu
电子人 ( cyborg)
Location: bog 
- #8
- Posted: 10/06/2013 02:40
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Taking that drake avatar to the next level _________________ Alt Right meme game on point
I FEEL DISCRIMINATED AGAINST AS A PERSON OF JUDGEMENT.
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- #9
- Posted: 10/06/2013 02:44
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bongritsu wrote: | Taking that drake avatar to the next level |
Actually lol'd.
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- #10
- Posted: 10/07/2013 15:06
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