The Origin Of My Depression
by Uboa

The Origin Of My Depression by Uboa
Year: 2019
Release date: 2019-02-14
Overall rank: 9,690th   Overall chart history
Average Rating: 
74/100 (from 45 votes)
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Accolades:
Award Top albums of 2019 (150th)
Award Top albums of of the 2010s (1,919th)
Award Best albums of all time (9,690th)

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Overall rank: 9,690th | 2010s rank: 1,919th | 2019 rank: 150th  Overall chart history
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2026 DommeDamianTop 24 Music Albums of 20195/244
2026jdizzle123456Top 100 Music Albums of 201961/1002
2026 cestuneblagueTop 100 Music Albums of the 2010s14/10017
2026 PurplepashRanked listening log 2019 201-30067/100 -
2026 baystateoftheartTop 100 Music Albums of 201940/1003
2026 ForegroundNoiseTop 50 Music Albums of the 2010s49/501
2026 DommeDamianJune 26: 301-40070/100 -
2026 DommeDamianTop 71 Music Albums of the 2010s47/717
2026 LedZepTop 100 Music Albums of 201945/1003
2026OFarrioTop 41 Music Albums of 201923/412
2025 ssteveTop 52 Music Albums of 201947/521
2025Invader666Top 100 Music Albums of 201932/1003
2025 DommeDamianBest album each year6/76 -
2025 cestuneblagueTop 100 Music Albums of 20191/1005
2023 Xxnu99etxXTop 69 Music Albums of 201918/694
2023 Brad1770Top 50 Music Albums of 20193/505
2023 RoundTheBendTop 42 Music Albums of 201935/421
2022JamesMowbrayTop 100 Music Albums of the 2010s2/10020
2022 kaduphemingTop 100 Music Albums of 201960/1002
2022 ArthurknightTop 100 Music Albums of 201952/1002
Total Charts: Help The total number of charts that this album has appeared in. 37
Total Rank Score: Help The total rank score. 126
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55/100
Uboa pass the Lingua Ignota's exam of "how to transform death-industrial in spiritual music". The Origin of My Depression is a deep record but is nothing compared to Kristin Hayter's works of art.
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80/100
If you thought Daughters album 'You Wont Get What You Want' from 2018 was dark and menacing wait until you get a load of this album by Australian industrial noise artist UBOA AKA Xandra Metcalfe

The visceral suffering contained in the lyrics and screaming vocals backed by the frightening music makes for an incredible musical experience that draws you as the listener into her nightmare over and over again like a bad dream that never ends

This album is dark , angry , intense and quite simply one of the best albums in 2019

"Love is not the origin of my depression
Gender dysphoria is not the origin of my depression
Poverty is not the origin of my depression
I try to grasp it
And every answer fails
You are not the origin of my depression
People ignoring me is not the origin of my depression
Awkward social interactions are not the origin of my depression
You are not the origin"
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70/100
There were times where I nearly stopped it. A very self-reflective record
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90/100
Perhaps the rightful heir apparent to the Swans brutal but meticilous symphony of violence, but if they went in a more introspective direction and were much, much angrier. A more vulnerable and musically diverse release from Uboa's previous industrial onslaughts, she expands her sound here in always effective ways to reveal the much more complicated sides of mental illness that haven't been explored quite this furiously or sincerely hitherto. It's not an easy listen, but a multi-faceted, extraordinary work regardless.
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